Well, I’ve been thinking a lot lately. Not that that’s anything new. But, specifically I’ve been thinking about blogging. I don’t actually really want to stop blogging. I love my blog lol.
I’m just really confused and tired right now, and I feel really unsure of myself.
Those of you that know me pretty well that from a young age I made the decision to distance myself from the authority of my mom after determining her influence to be damaging to my emotional health. Being 11 at that time, I didn’t exactly put it that way. All I really understood was that I couldn’t trust my mom.
The funny thing is, that my distrust of the most intimate authority of my childhood (my mom,) triggered a distrust for every “authority” out there - including, most importantly, God, the Bible, and myself.