Also, I would like to thank Jordan and Julia and Nick. 

Of all of the people that have offered support, these three have been so set on really really being there for me, that they learned how to walk the line that runs between me not wanting to have lengthy explanation/advice discussions and me still wanting company and to be comforted.

I am so grateful to know these people, who didn’t only offer me their love, but loved me so much they learned how to offer it to me in a way that I could receive it. 

That’s priceless. And I love you three.

Hiiiii guys.

Well, I’ve been thinking a lot lately. Not that that’s anything new. But, specifically I’ve been thinking about blogging. I don’t actually really want to stop blogging. I love my blog lol.

I’m just really confused and tired right now, and I feel really unsure of myself.

Those of you that know me pretty well that from a young age I made the decision to distance myself from the authority of my mom after determining her influence to be damaging to my emotional health. Being 11 at that time, I didn’t exactly put it that way. All I really understood was that I couldn’t trust my mom.

The funny thing is, that my distrust of the most intimate authority of my childhood (my mom,) triggered a distrust for every “authority” out there - including, most importantly, God, the Bible, and myself.

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Once Julia M wrote me the nicest note ever on the inside of a birthday card.

ps anon I KNEW YOU WERE FAKING THAT BAD GRAMMAR YOU ACTUALLY CAPITALIZE YOUR “I”s and USE COMMAS AND PERIODS. 

anons always fake bad grammar. They really can type as well as anyone else.

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Maybe I am you that was sent to this universe from a parallel universe

Yeah, probably.